HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

I LOVE YOU!

sorry that i cannot accompanied you on this special day.

Wish you good health and remain young.

Finished Financial on Monday, Marine Insurance on Friday. I have not started anything yet.

I just going to pass the exams and nothing else. No expectation of good grades.

Many food to clear before i leave Norway, Oslo. Not going anywhere, anymore.

It is a bad time to spend money anyway. Just need to save it. I have already gotten sick of europe. Really sick even though i did not really travel to many cities. Those few are just enough. If I am to travel around here again. It would be more about food. Haha. I am a food person. Of course to see some sights but now, I am sick of it. I do not even want to travel Oslo.

This journey would really end really soon. No more complex human relationship issues as i hide in my nest in my room. Not even within my family. I would be back to the same one, the one who is always in her room only to do almost everything she would do. At least, I would not be bothered about what is going on in the living room. I just enjoy moments on my own, at most with my mum. Haha. Obviously, we don't ever need to argue over some issues. We are mutual. I like things this way. Unlike my siblings, most of the time, when talk, it will end up in "fire." So it is better not to talk at all.

I do not know what to say some times so i just choose not to say. It may seems that I am ignoring but somehow, I think not to say is better then to say it. I remember telling someone that the truth hurts but i cannot bear to hurt so end up things just remain as so. Unlike at home, i always say the truth but it end up in rebuff. Do think all you want, of the things and even me. I have learnt not to be bothered. I am still standing strong and determined not to be "influence" to be anyone. If I am to say that i changed, perhaps the only thing is the way i speak. perhaps more, perhaps less. I am still learning the art of communication. Something that you have to take a life time to learn.

I am so missing the ppl in singapore now. Miss the time we chad fun, miss the time where we had overnight mahjong and chit chat sessions, the suppers out there etc. (Just emo now since i got no mood to study)

I am feeling sleepy at 9am.

It snowed last night. I did not witness it but it was white when i was up this morning. Actually i do not really like snow. Cause when it melt, it is really gross and slippery to walk in.

Watched back 2 movies that i really like for the past 2 days.
1. Shall we dance?
2. Innocent steps.

I really like these 2 especially. Make me really want to dance again but i do not think it is possible already.

Also, i had been catching the sneak preview of love blossom 2 and little nonya on mobtv. I think the shows are nice. I am quite memerised by the peranakan culture now. Especially the food. It reminds me of the nonya food my ah ma used to make and the kueh she used to make when i am young. Not much memories of it. But really missed it. Now, my ah ma do not cook anymore so i do not have chance to learn from her already. Cooking has become part of my life and it shall remain so when I am back.

It is another financial day.

Lips are dry, mouth is sore. Sign of heatiness and the cold weather.

Weird combination.

Not much time left.

Jia you.

Accounting is boring. Hahah. As i blog during lecture.

Stomach had been upset since morning. Not sure if it the cream, yogurt or what.

I miss soup. Haha. Going to have my fill tonight.

Blah. I am bored. and my friends are looking at me blog and trust that i m doin it now. In class.

Today: Marine Insurance

Lesson from 8am to 2.30pm. Taxing and tiring. Half the time i was just in my own world. As usual. Haha. Anyway, on the way to school this morning. It snowed a little.

I guess I have to start bucking up in any way, but with enough play still of course. HAHA. Life goes on with or without exams. Haha.

I guess I now like to irritate people a little for some small enjoyment. Life somewhat has gotten too boring to the extent that i am extremely bored that i can blog. Haha.

Anyway, I baked cookies yesterday. Haha. Just to clear brown sugar (sorry if i repeat it as i can't remember if i had blog about it yesterday)

I am tired but after some walking around, I am quite awake already. But i shall have an early night so that i can wake up early for more productive work.

Oh ya, some financial news as well.
NOL is axeing 1000 staffs.
Singapore COE for small cars down to SGD$2!!!!!! Wah Lao. haha. First Petrol, now car's coe. Then next, the price of the car and road tax??? Lol. Yea. In lala land. =x

Exactly one month. Way to go. =)

My life has been losing its shape without me knowing. Irregular sleeping pattern, or rather sleeping more than normal. Waking up at awkward hours, napping at least twice a day, in the end, acomplished nothing.

Yesterday, back from school. Nap from 2 to 4, cook from 4 to 5. Dinner from 5-6. Bath, rot till 8pm then i just go sleep without doing anything. Woke up at 2am till 5am. Did abit of financial in my stone state which i had imposed on myself to be awake and not to sleep anymore. In between this time, it really snows. Not much. I could really see it except for those on my window. Tiny particle. Was too tired to move so i did not take any picture or have a closer look.
Nap again from 5-6.15am. Woke up to cook lunch and get ready for school. It was a raining morning. I do not like it when it rains. Felt handicapped. I need to spent more time being awake and being productive not sleeping my days off anymnore. If i could, i would like to hibernate like a polar bear here. Haha. But not much chance. Before i know, I would be back to the sunny island, Singapore.

2 More Days of lessons.
6 More Days to BFM.

P/S: Petrol Price is down to 1.63 per liter for 95. Why is the price not that low when i was driving. =x

Currently interested in Financial Issues: Weakening of US dollars, Strengthening of Euros and Pounds. The relationship was the other way round for the previous weeks... Can only say the market is seriously unpredictable and in anyway, people are in recession and many are losing their jobs, businesses, money due to it. Hope it does not last too long. It makes life difficult for many out there. Perhaps a carefree life now for me in Norway, but once I am back, I have to scrimp and save every cents i have. To build up my reserves and to pay off my "debts." By then, it is really every cents count. For now, my nok seems quite worthless against Singapore Dollar. Not sure if I could get a good deal by changing back to SGD. But loss is inevitable.

Back to the books.

Random yet again.

Keep having dreams lately. Dreaming is so tiring. Dream of the day is: I bought my grandparents to eat tim sum but end up the service is so long that i was pissed off. Sort of waited 1 hr to order and the order did not come. Similar dreams had occur before. Oh weird.

IG is really a bad lecturer. Just one lecture is enough to kill you.

Almost every sentence she start with er.. er.. and almost all the questions post to her, she do not have the answer to it. Still, she used to be a judge and now a lawyer, yet she can't answer question related to it. Really no comments.

Listen to the recorded lecture earlier, i really died from it. Starting i was very irritated with her er.. er.. then when there is some noise, she will just keep saying is thre any question, if not i would want you to keep quiet and it does not happen even once. More than that. Those interruption is quite irritating. I m ultimately owned by her lecturing. It suxs!

It caused me to be very sleepy, that i nap, woke up with a headache and bodyache and i have to continue listening to it. And there is another 1 - 2 more that i have to listen by her. Horrible.

I am VERY BORED!!!

No mood to study,
No one to talk to,
Not able to cook (at the moment) since my neighbour is cleaning up the kitchen though i am not hungry,
Not going to start watching show,
No games to start or it will never end.

Hence i am spamming my blog with bullshit random crap which sounds like I am ranting at myself. I am just too bored.

BORING LIFE. LAZY LIFE TOO SINCE I AM NOT IN THE MOOD FOR ANYTHING.

Many to do, but none is accomplished.

Baked salmon with Rosti!

I am so satisfied with my brunch today.Was already full when i was down to half a salmon and rosti. Hah. But i managed to finish. Oh well, people, if you are going to baked salmon next time, try spreading a layer of mayo on top and baked it. It is really nice!

Another random post...

Had a pretty weird dream earlier. Seriously weird. Somehow, i remember it quite well, so i shall blog it down in case it really came true. =x.

It is not very clear but somehow, someone organised some wedding for me? And I do not know who is the groom and only relatives were there? And somehow i also got upset and angry because my friends wasn't there. Maybe because i think that how can my friends absence themselve on my wedding! Haha. It is really crappy isn't it.
Something like that. Many uncertainty. But really quite a weird and bullshit dream. Haha.

oK. End of the dream post.

Anyway, yesterday, I cook a pot of stew which ended up tasting like japanese curry. Oh well, it was nice when i cook it in the morning and not ncie as i burn the pot as i heat up in the evening. But still not bad. Haha.

Still on financial yesterday with me starting to hate stocks and annuities. Hope i see the light beyond the horizon soon.

Talking about cooking, i kept oning the wrong stove, not once but many times already. So blur and dumb of me. Now is 0830, the sun just rise but the moon is still there shining right in front of me beyond the mountains. Yesterday was really a foggy day, it was foggy the whole afternoon that i do wish to sleep and lazing around and not doing anything. Hating exams. Well, it is the norm rather, every sem i am complaining about exams. Well, who doesn't?

Have to start mugging soon after i prepare my brunch? which may take 1hr? Haha. Is that very long??? Life would have been fantastic here if not for all the human relationships complexity problems here where one would try to guess what the other is thinking about themselves. The guessing is so tiring. I hate it. And i am stuck in it. But i shall not think about it and care about it anymore. It makes one miserable only. With respect to the previous post, i shall just live the way i want, even becoming someone "invisible" here. I shall still do so. Stupid but true. I do not want to live for others, and making others happy already. It is so tiring and when doing so, people stuill doubt you, do not trust you then it is seriously POINTLESS. VERY POINTLESS. Freaking tired of the "politics."

Knowing is enough. I do not want to get involve.

Today.

ICA kr10 Marked. Bought some chocolates, yogurts and frozen instant food. Actually i hardly touched those stuffs here. I preferred to cook my own meal though most of the time i am using stock or something similar to cook.

Thereafter, 4 hr of finance includes reading briefing the text and doing a paper which i only got 10/30 doable with asking and referring to notes and text. how chui can i get?

Decided to stay for dinner today at james there since it is a free day over here. It is really triple my normal intake today including snacks from start doing finance to the time they start to prepare dinner when they could not take it anymore. Ate curry, potato gratin by luna and sashimi from the 11th floor guys. Quite interesting actually to see yj cutting the "sashimi" but it isnt bad. it was quite good actually. I was so bloated that i couldnt even hid my tummy when i am standing up. Sometimes, too full isnt good either.

Counting down, 12 days to exams, 1 month to the end of exams. Mug!

Another random post.

Another 2 weeks to exams and 5 weeks to the end of exams. From now to the time i am back, i am so going to live life here for myself, not for others anymore or living the way others want me to. I shall not be bothered about what they think anymore. I shall eat with whoever I want, sleep at hours i am comfortable with, play and do the last travel if i can despite the cost. Just waiting for a reply now. I am so going to do something different. Hopefully, i can do it!

Good luck for those having exams.

P/s: In anyway which i behave extremely, just ignore. That the best reaction you can give me. I want to be left alone at times as well. It is best to leave me alone.

Random


The greatest sacrificial of all. This wells up the emotions in me. I had a great cry and i am indeed touch by it. Never underestimate the power of love especially by mothers who would always be there for you. Their spirit of sacrificing never fails to touch me. On the other hand, am i able to do so as well? This is a question to be unanswered.

Another thing. Are friends able to sacrifice that much? Another question to ponder on. For me, it really depends. I do not have the answer as well. In many issues, we tend to consider too much that we misses the "time" to do the correct things. Rather say that we do the wrong things at the wrong time rather the right things at the correct time. By the time we realised it, it may be too late or meaningless to show concern or the right things.

Anyway, life is really unpredictable. Just cherish whatever you have now and not let anything affect it. Every stage of life is somewhat a new step taken, like living a life anew. So, it is never too late to change for better self.