Was captivated by this song while watching some of the shows. Manage to found it online. =)
Here is the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hPFmkRXGcqQ

Angel - No Matter

Doesn't Matter who you are with
Doesn't matter where you are going
Don't you know I'm still waiting here for you
And Pray for you

In the sunny days, Suns will light your day
In the windy days, Wind will lead your way
I have to say, you're my treasure moments
Never gonna walk awayIn the rainy days, rains will share my tears

In the stormy days, storms will steal my pain
Just go your way and leave things all behind
Spread your wings and fly away

I'm pretending you are mine
I'm wishing you'll be fine
The moments we share never die
You've make a difference to my life
And let me realisedthe feeling of love deep inside

Long day yesterday.

Tuition in the morning, lunch at ikea and spent quite abit at queensway shopping center. Bought quite a bit of stuffs for preparation for the trip. Though it was quite short, I was very tired after that. Hahah. How weak can i be. =(

Wednesday went to orchard with dad and sis. Both sis and i bought a new hp. Hehe. Those phones i m interested in belongs to the lower end compare to my sis and dad. Haha. I can only say their taste is similar but totally opposite from me. Haha. I bought W890i, black but they prefer the silver. Haha. Had lunch at a "popular" malay chicken rice store in a ulu corner of lucky plaza. Apparently, the queue is shocking. Haha. It is definitely value for money and the portion is really big. Had a hard time finishing it up. And the parking cost in orchard road from around 1.30 to 5.40 amounts to 12 plus.... It is very expensive!!! Quite shock. This further support the stand i decide never to drive in orchard. =x Had the last tuition sessison with whampoa kid which it ends up me chatting with her most of the time yet again. Haha.

Currently, holidays has been quite slack. Managed to watch a few serials in the meantime. This includes healing hands 1 - 3, where sequels 1 is still in progress as i blog on the last episode. Korean drama such as H.I.T and Time between Dog and Wolf. China show such as 又见一连幽梦。 Much much more which i had failed to recall but i did watch my 地下铁 yet again for the x no. of times. Haha. I really think that show is really good. Forensic Heroes 2 just started showing in HK. Had been following it ever since it started showing. But for me, it is quite a torture to watch episode by episode but so far, it has been ok. I dun have the urge to watch. Maybe because there are other shows for me to watch. Haha.

Lazy now to pen down other thoughts.

Yet another random post.

I guess i am having sleepless nights recently. I do feel very sleepy in the day that i thought I could sleep early in the night. But apparently, I had failed to do so. Had many long days but i still sleep in the wee hours of the night. Perhaps, night is the perfect time to do things the way you like without disturbance and the perfect time to think about things that appear in your mind randomly.

It is now 4am in the morning. I guess it is the teh tarik i had for supper or it is just me who refuse to sleep. Feeling sleepy after a few rounds of bridge. Hope i can concuss soon. Supper was at causarina curry. It was my first time there. The pratas were really good. Me, wen and pei ordered 4 pratas in total and shared it. There were 1 plain, 1 onion, 1 chocolate and one mushroom with cheese and egg. With the exception of the plain prata, the rest are really huge in size. If you like crispy prata, you should try it. =)

Planning to cancel all my tuition really soon. Really quite tired of it now. Went for an interview eatlier, the turnout was good that i waited around 2hr for a short interview. Shall not say much about it. Went around looking for a back pack and a short walk around orchard road.

I actually spent half my afternoon in orchard road yesterday for some shooting for a student documentary. It was an interesting and tiring process. Did learn alittle bit more about film making and all i can say about it is - tedious.

Friday was spent actually on the internship interview and due to schedule constraint, I was not be able to be part of the program but nevertheless, i am not that disappointed. Thereafter, i went to bugis to meet wen and mic after their ktv session. Walked a little around bugis before meeting them and we went to kino so that mic can see some books. Seriously speaking, i get a headache after looking at so many books. Haha. Maybe it is a book phobia. Hah. Thereafter, we had dinner at Food for thought and we proceed on to pool junction to chill. For pictures and more info, please refer to michelle blog. =)

I guess my mindset still the same, it never change and it cant seem to change. With regards to my previous post being a destroyer, in general terms, i tend to distance myself as though there is a barrier with regards to all my relationships with anyone as understanding gets deeper and in the process i destroy those relationships. Somehow, i am no longer close to those who i am close to in the past partly because of that. This made up some of my regrets. Even now when i thought of approaching them, there is a sense of fear in me which stops me from doing so and thus furthering away from one another. There is a friend whom i am close to since jc, someone whom i can talk to regards to homework, problems, craps and occassionally go out just for a meal or to chill. But now , we practically do not talk at all and i feel that our friendship is being wasted due to lack of communication and i guess another reason for that is, i do not know how to communicate with others. There are others out there who show their concern to me through sms though we seldome talk but i tend not to forward those sms replies. I feel apologetic towards them. It is easy to create friendship but it isnt easy to maintain it and ensure that the bond gets deeper and deeper. Even when it gets deeper, i may end up destroying it.

As the years passed, i guess i have become a little more open and straight forward as compared to the past. This good and bad point about me have sometimes causes unhappiness as i speak and yet at the same time, others would had understand me better then before.

With regards to this, to my dear friends, do leave me comments about what i had said regarding myself. I guess it is time to find out what type of person am I in your eyes and how you feel about me. So please drop me a message when you read this. =)

Random post.

I think I am a destroyer. Blah.

The long day is finally over. It was a hot day today again. Really cannot stand the weather these days. I get to bathe at least thrice a day ans still feeling hot straight after i bath. Horrible.

Had a great session with the kids this morning at the little india trail. Haha. But they say i am quiet. Some say i look like their chinese teacher. -_-" Haha. Not that bad. But the journey was tiring. A great experience for me and hope there would be more to come without any *.

Finally it is my free time to do whatever i like. But the most impt thing to be prepared for is Friday. Haha. Had not start on my research yet. Got to get motivated real soon. It is wednesday tomorrow already. =x

This holiday had been rather busy so far. Currently week 4 into the holidays. First week was spent tutoring all my kids as it was their exams' period. Quite tiring as I had tuition practically everyday. Half of week 2 is also filled with tuition and a Norwegian ambassador reception on 6th May. That was my first official networking session with people in the industry which i feel very awkward. Dinner was really weird or maybe it was my first time experiencing such function, hence i was feeling very weird about it. Haha. Dress code supposedly smart causal which turns out many were dressed in formal wear. BTH. But the msg was passed round super last min that day. Tok to some Norwegians who had been working in singapore for a long time and learnt and gotten some advice from them. It has been a good experience and a learning experience. But i feel that i really hate such events and entertaining.

Thereafter, i had chalet at nsrcc. It was a 4days 3 night thingy which turns out to be 3 nite 2 days thingy where most of the night was spent socialising and the day was spent sleeping =x. Haha. But i had great fun meeting up with dudes which i had not seen in a long while and crapping with all of them. Mahjong was fun too, not forgeting the group game sessions which consists of many jokes and lameness. Though i slpt early most of them and miss out on the socialising part, it was nevertheless a great bonding session. Hope we can have another one soon. Hehe.

Thereafter it is again tuition everyday. Went out to meet james, ber and alicia at somewehre near arab street. They were in a middle east restuarant. When i arrive, only ali n james were there and they had already eaten finish and they were smoking a shisha, not too sure what is that tho. Haha. I order a set meal and it was really alot. There is many slices of garlic bread and pita served with 2 kinds of dips. Soup. Main Course. Dessert and drink. Main Course is quite huge as well. But i manage to squeeze it all into my mouth. Lol. Ate till i was so full but i dun really like the food tho. Haha. Thur was spent packing my stuffs. Took out old photos and flip thru. Very touching memories. =)=)=) Haha. It is still as messy tho. Pack liao still messy. Alot things also cant bear to throw so everything is still there. Haha.

Friday, Saturday and Sunday kept going out. Walk alot till back pain again. Haix. I better settle it before i leave or i cant have a good time when i leave singapore. Watch Made of Honour too yesterday. Not too bad. . Need to get a formal top still. Hehe. Looking out for nice one. If any good place to rec, let me know. Hehe. Also manage to settle some of the pre-school trip yesterday night. Hehe. At least it is a load off for the time being. However, we still need to work the details out.

Today was quite sleepy. Slept late and had to wake up early for a job briefing recommended by michelle. =) Thanks. I can only say the world is really small. The company which i went to for intereview and briefing as a facilitator, Nur was there as the co-ordinator. Haha. Nur was previously from CBS and he was a percussionist cum drum major and we had known each other when we had exchange with his school band. Lol. He still remember our faces - Mic, peiwen and pei. Haha. The world is so small. Tomorrow would be my first trial. Mic and peiwen would be going to the same school as me. Whee. Hope it will be an enjoyable, and a good learning experience for me. Hehe. Thereafter, i drop jenna at the mrt before proceeding back to novena. Had bruncner at the hk cafe. It was quite disappointing after they change their menu as i could not find anything i like to eat. Haix. It may means less chances of hanging out at this cafe le. Thereafter it is time to go to the airport to pick my sister up. Waited super long for her. ZZZ. Anyway, glad she is back tho i dun feel anything different with or without her presence. Haha. Time to sleep already. Tomorrow gotta reach the venue at 7.30am followed by 2 tutition session in the afternoon and evening respectively. Wednesday would be my free day i hope. Friday is the day. Details shall be revealed thereafter. Lol. Good nite all.

Another random post tho i promise to blog since last week.

I do not like the feeling of being trapped. However, this feeling is getting stronger without me knowing. I feel so disabled to make decisions at this stage of time. Many issues are bothering me neverendthelessly. Feeling quite suxy today also. Chiong 3 tuition at one go, feeling quite tired. Random issues come and go without any answers to any. Like say job. To choose between a fixed salary full-time job or continue to tutor. Tutoring is a responsibility which i can't shrink away any time. It isn't right and it is not me. I do not really know what to do. If i get the job recommended by a others, i also do not know how to push away or accept it. After all, i had responsibility to both parties and do care what other think about me esp others who do not know who am i. In the meantime, i was inspired as well as being dejected over others issues as well. Maybe too much time on hand, nothing better to do but to ponder over issues which i seek an answer. Getting very forgetful either. Please remind me if there is any meeting.outings or wadsoever. I cant even survive with an organiser. Quite Lousy. One thing is i can really control my temper quite ok in front of others. However when i am alone, i can just throw temper at myself over nothing. This type of feeling is crap. I do not like it yet i cant control it. Liek now. crapping away anything that i just thought and pen it down in illogical order with no link. Anyway, it is not a post for anyone to understand.