Post Exams Celebrations!!!

Exams are finally over. Shall blog about it soon another time.

Now, First thing that happen after exams was

Went with my coursemate clique to Liang Court Meidi-ya supermarket to eat pack lunch boxes. So different right. hahah. Nth much to walk in liang court so we kinda bored there too. There after, we went home and i watch finish all the tape shows from last weeks. Slept at 3am.

Today.
Course gathering at Toon place. An incentive to go is that he lives in Novena! Hehe. Should have quite alot of ppl there today. Hope the rain stops and does not come back.

Zaoing b4 8pm to meet my primary school friends! ZC is going back soon again. He damn wad lor. Play hide n seek with me. Damn sian. Bowling dinner and Movie all within the balestier area. =)

Tomorrow.
Going JB with the Ag and Ellyn. Another shopping n food trip. Hope my throat gets better. It is currently sore now. =x

Sunday.
Meeting peiwen or Kah Ying. No confirmation yet.

Monday.
Going for a free treatment at citispa. =) And perhaps explore amk hub.

Tues.
PH. Free. Any one want to date me?

Wed.
Driving in the afternoon. Pack for desaru trip. No idea when i have to go and collect the tickets. =(

Thur - Sat
Desaru!!!!

That all. Nothing else after that. Seems busy but not so busy afterall. Looking for a flexible job. Any lobang???

i feel super irritated with myself. Things just keep coming at the same time. I want to be out of it. it is suppose to be holiday mood and yet all the things has to happen at the same time. Not once but thrice already. Is this fate for me?

Exams and its life

1 week with 3 papers kill me almost instantly. History will repeat itself next week again.

Maths was on tuesday. It make me lose confidence in the whole exams totally. Feel so useless after not being able to do quite alot of it. Econs was next and i dare to say i din really study much for it. Hope i wun do till too bad as my quiz was very bad alr which consist 30% and i had failed miserably which i believe it will pull my grades down even further. Econs was in the evening AND this leaves me very little time to study INCO which is the next day afternoon paper. This is also my most terror paper. I can only say i did my very best only for this paper with all the last minute crammming of information in my brain and apparently i manage to attempt all questions which it not full and complete but manage to get it done. Was the most nervous for this paper.

Nite before inco.
My clique n i stayed over in school to prepare for this paper. Initially we mug in a tutorial room till 1 before going over to fiona hall to continue. we continue till 4 before the 4 of us squeeze into 2 beds but it wasnt that bad. We had short crash course in between which did really helps us to note what we do not know as well as to refresh our memory. It was rather fruitful and at least in the exams, i know how to attepmt those questions which i never thought of and yet we had discussed it. This is the miracle of discussions! Not forgetting those crapping sessions as well. hehe. And yes. I would be going away for a short trip from most prob 2-4may with them. Starting to really love them loads. I wonder if we would be meeting regularly in the holidays. More tennis, manjong and bridge! Haha. Hope our gan qing will get stronger each time. Haha.

Inco and thereafter.
During the paper i was too dead too concentrate plus the nervousness, i slow down my pace alot. I manage to finish 2 out of 5 qns in half hour out of 2.5 is consider fast but tiredness get over me as each minute passed. For the past few nites, i had been doing my last min preparation which render me tired but it add up to really bad. Nearly fall aslp when i lay my head on the table for the 1 min which i tell myself to wake up. I manage to finish the paper with including everything i know whether it is right or wrong, that doesnt matter anymore. After that, went straight home. Wanted to slp in the public trpt but was afraid of missing stops so i manage to stay awake for the whole journey. Sleep as normal instead. Still feeling the drain.

History will repeat itself next week as hr is again my evening paper and maritime tech is my afternoon paper. I seriously hate it when i got no time to prepare especially if u ask me to memorise stuff. SO dead. Promise a dinner with them after exams as well as a kboxing sessions.

I m beginning to love hate study life now. =) =

I m loving my mum loads now too. She gave me all the support all these time and i was extremely touch when she gave me 50 bucks to take cabs home after exams if i m too tired but i havent do so. one trip from school to home cost alr 17 bucks and apparently, i would be bunking in with the same ppl for revision next week for 2 more nites next week. =) Enojoyed to talk to her too.

Ahhh.... It is all really up to me now. Someone please motivate me. I can only depends on myself now. So demoralised....

I duno how but i really wanted to depend on myself and not anyone else anymore. Breakdown is getting me since last nite. Thoughts of the impossible seems to be so near me this time. I thought of doing it but fortunately i have not done so or i wouldnt be blogging now. I m still feel very very depressed now yet not having motivation to do anything to improve on it. Very bad.

Sleeping is a good way of escape but it does not solve the problem at all.

My Friday and random

This is the first time, I went to play tennis with some of my MS mates. James was a good teacher. Haha. Play until my hand now still aching. I suxs leh. Miss almost every ball serve to me. Haix. They muz be damn pek chak playing with me. Ran one round the track before getting ready for lect. Kinda tired already. But it was fun. hehe. Quite alot ppl were there. We had fun.

During econs tutorial, some funny things happen.
1. Nic ask me where is my glasses? ( I was wearing contact lens)
My ans: At home lor.

2. Nic said you talk like a mouse who can hear me. ( I was mumbing the ans as i was unsure.)
My ans: Then how come u can hear me? Lol.

3. Nic said this sem he cmi in tech, maths, inco and econs already. Then i say i practically also cannot. then he say last sem wad is my gpa(he seems confident that i m better than him) then i say 3.4 he got nth to say because quite awhile ago we did tok about that and i remember his and he dun remember mind. (he got more than 4.2) So idiotic. He is truely the ba gua king in ms. But he dun remember what he ask. Lol.

I think this is damn funny but it maybe a cold joke to u out there. Haha

Was greeted with a bad news. Tutorial will go on as usual on Friday, Good Friday. So Shuang. Juz go school for 1hr and i will have to waste 3hr travelling. Damn Damn Damn. Hopefully, ber would be able to drive me to sch. hehe. hope only.

Went to get back the tech quiz results. I expected it and i dun feel anything. Oh ya, I failed quite miserably. Pratically almost 2/3 of the course ppl went to get it. So is like one big bunch of ms ppl outside the prof office. Haha. Seems the highest is 50/50 and the lowest seems to be a single digit. Nic again in econs tutorial he say his tech cmi already since he got no physics background and his quiz, he got 37. Good ah. Want to kill him already lar. Say until like that. Say it is luck. haix. Dun care.

And yes. I got a lift from ber to novena since she was going home (she live in pek kio). So xin fu to have someone to fetch at least somewhere nearer home also good.

Dinner with parents only at square 2. Had korean food at Hansang Family Restaurant. Not too bad i would say. Hehe. Everyone of us had a free 3 dish appetiser plus extra 4 other side dishes for sharing and free flow of korean tea. The ginseng chicken was very nice and big. 20 bucks. I think 3 ppl can share one already. I had cha jiang mian. It is nice except for the pork belly meat which i feel that i m eating fats. Lol. Next time, i shall try the bbq meat. Hehe. Try the mango lingo smoothies which tasted like eating pure mango. Very nice but the portion was too much for me. Pass by the qq rice. The crowd is there. Next time i shall try that. Hehe. More food, glorious food.

Plans for the holiday.
1. Windsurfing
2. NTU Sea Sports Camp (anyone interested jio me-tentative)
3. Darwin
4. Thailand with jcgals - tentative
5. Somewhere with Ms clique - tentative
6. JB with JC gals on 3may - tentative
7. Zhen Chiang dinner - cfm have but do not know when. Talking about him, he back from the start of my exam period and end of my exam period. Duno how to meet up before he go backs to brunei. Haix. But cfm have to plan one. But a chalet seems hard now.
8. Driving
and etc.

Bad headache. I think it is due to the pocari sweat. Feeling very sick now.